more than love

2006-12-25T12:44:00.000+08:00

merry christmas people.!
yesterday spend my days playing candles and sparkles.
quite romantic. cos i was alone. o.o

2006-12-21T20:07:00.000+08:00

WOOOOHHOOOOOO.today rawk.
went out with hannah,yj,qr,kenny and jeremy today.went to 2 places..j8 and orchard.wahahaha.today rawk.we went shopping for hannah and qr de sch bag.den went to buy matching watches.with yeanjun.hannah and qr bought matching pairs too.weeee~ took neoprints.and the 3 of us look AWESOME.den hannaha and yj keep fighting for the precious moments that np.hahahaha.wadever.i took the ones that they dun like.=( so lol.den okok.afterthat home.will upload those pics when the uploadings are done. (:

2006-12-17T11:34:00.000+08:00

YO.im back! Thailand is full of cheap stuffs.lols.! let me fill you guys IN with the things i didd within this few days.woohoo.!
(THAI time is 1hr earlier then singapore.) (:
day 1: LEFT singapore. REACHED thailand.
We left singapore at 4pm and reached at Thailand at around 6.30pm(thai time).On the flight,we keep saying the word 'budget'.lols.well,cause the flight is actually a 'budget' flight.LOL.well,when we reach thailand,we went to this hotel call,Palazoo hotel.we went to have our dinner at this place call 'cher liang'.4 people took the car from my uncle`s friend-uncle philip.and the rest of the adults took the cab.guess how much was the cabfare? S$2 dollars.wth.so cheap.lols.the condition in thailand is so different with singapore.
- narrow roads
- alot of vehicles
- BAD traffic
- taxis are EVERYWHERE
well,dinner is good.alot of food but DUH.not the type that i usually eat.so didnt eat THAT much.reached the hotel at 11pm.after that my dad went for spa.well,we slack till sleeping time.at around 2pm,the whole room was awaken by loud talking noise.THE whole room heard it.OHYA.and i must say,in front of my bed is a big big mirror.gosh.i woke up and went to open the door.den the noise stop.and the WHOLE corridor is like empty.nevermind.i didnt think that much and went back to sleep instead.

Day 2: SHOPPING~ (:
went for hotel breakfast.we keep asking for warm water to refill our waterbottles.ahahaha.i think the hotel waiteress also know us liao.lols.after that we went to Mah Boon Krong (MBK) for some shopping.bought ALOT of blouses,1 necklace and a jeans. wooohooo.! bought surprises for hannah and yeanjun, then continue shopping.! ate dinner at Nathong restaurant. its delicious.we went to feed fishes.haha.cos the place is like damn big.bigger den lot 1. its so cheap can. RESTAURANT.!!! 11 DISHES + DESSERTS + DRINKS. ONLY S$100. CHEAP RIGHT?! after that we went back to hotel.midnight 2am,i was awaken AGAIN by loud noises.however,this time is knocking sounds on the door.LOUD knocking sounds.god.scary.it carried on for bout 1-2mins.i managed to convince myself that NTH is happening.so i fell asleep again.

Day 3: shopping, shopping and MORE SHOPPING.!
had breakfast at the hotel restaurant.(Lazio restaurant).bought MORE things.hahaha.went to the (MBK) again, as the things there are cheap.we ate swensons icecream at the price of S$2+++ MAN! CHEAP.walk for AN hr from 1 place to another and wen we finally reach a shopping centre, we are expected to be treated with chairs AT least.in the end we had to stand and eat out drumbsticks.AHHHH.anyway the most sickening thing is,we HAVEN reach OUR DESTINATION.ahhhh!!went to eat duck meat.lols.i ate ALOT of ducks, and uncle philip brought his girlfriend number _ along with him.woo.went back to room and pack,get ready for checkout tomorrow.!

Day 4: HOME SWEET HOME.
ate breakfast at the hotel restaurant again.at about noon,we went downstairs with our luggages.uncle philip asks his real girlfriend to have lunch with us,because we checkout ler.need to bring our luggages to the airport.so we left for a place near the airport,eating goose meat.woohoo.NICE.haha.after that we went to airport.said goodbye to them,after that we took to flight,back to singapore.IM PROUD the be a SINGAPOREARN.woohoo.ehh.you know,SINGAPORE looks so nice from the top of the plane.DAMN nice,full of lights.IM PROUD.woohoo.(:

thats the end of my trip.will up load pics soon.
kop-pun-carp (thankyou)
tomorrow will be lesson time.hahaha.i teach you all thai.=P

2006-12-12T15:53:00.000+08:00

hohoho.
im blogging again.as most of you know,im going overseas tomorrow, to thailand.and went to hannah`s blog and realises that its kinda bad if people din know that you are going overseas,and your blog starts to *rot*.so yalor.i think its kinda a NEED,rather den a MUST to let you guys know.i`ll be going on the 13th-16th.woohoo.presents and gifts.new clothes and bags and etc.yay.time to shop for christmas presents too. (:
will be going with my auntie and cousins.ahwell.hope it will be a fun outing.or rather TWO families' gathering.hmm.wonder how i describe it.nevertheless,im gonna make this trip a FRUITFUL 1.
my only worry now is that i will have absolutely NOT enough money to go for the shopping spree.hope my mum will be kind enough to sponsor me some cash.those promised gifts,will try to be fulfiled.(: if not,im sorry lahs.=P
OHNO.theres a dunno wad insect just above me.hope it will NOT come down.lols.golden colour der.if only SOMEONE wll come and help me get rid of the blardy thing.SOBbys.blabla.sarahMEI.sorry wor.jie today in audition din help you win.haha.hope there will be chances real soon.lols.
OHyes.back to topic.i will miss my bed and boster and everything in my room.ohya.so yep.im not in singapore.try not to cor my house la.hp can,but dun use private number kay.wen im back will give u guys a call. alright. i will end here.
SOLONG.presents awaits. (:

2006-12-10T18:56:00.000+08:00

YEANJUN.
i forgot to say. THANKS for the birthday surprise. =)
i manage to see it recently only. =P
hehh hehh. thanks man.love you LOADS.
make me cry till like a baby.hahaha. =)

2006-12-10T18:34:00.000+08:00

i miss YOU ALL.sobs.

hey people,like i promised.i will but presents for you all der.MY FRIENDS.i miss you all soooo much NOW.can you all like call me,or chat with me in msn or like jio me out?im going to turn to a nerd soon.after all the studying during this holiday.sobsob.

just came back from tuition.i dunno wad to do now.so came online lor.cos practically,this few weeks,all the way till my o levels which is like 2 years later i have to keep studying lor.so,yalor.must jio me out.before i go CRAZY.!! ahhh!!
however,now my schedule is abit tighter.so DO apologise if i cannot go to certain gatherings.im sorry.cos i got tuition or school lor.=( i know you all the best der.will understand.teehehe.

gotten a few childhood memories back.gonna put some onto this blog.so people.
look out for new UPDATES. (:

for now,check out at those pics down there. =P

LOOK at that cheeky smile up there.thats me.! the baby at the bottom is my sister.
this pic was taken.hmm..when i was 4 years old bah.hahaha.HOW long ler.!

this was even earlier man.i was only 2 years old.!!
hahaha.see how cute am i leyy.=P
so cute hor? with the ninja turtle de SHIRT.lols!!

my mum`s fren`s daughter.the 1 with the skirt.the suaku 1 with pants is ME.but anyways.i tot im cuter den her niways. LOL.
- come on baby.i`ll lead the way.! =)

JIES.i know you all love me ALOT. =)
thanks for the sweet sweet sweet kiss.
and all the pinchings and hugs and love you gave me! LOVE you.! =)

2006-12-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

i officially declare that I AM bored. )=

2006-12-07T17:42:00.000+08:00

mr siyan uncle.can u please take care of yourself.? =.=
kelian.
stitches come out still tell me you are feeling ok.so ironic.
injured still need travel so far.
and ur M.O is so damn pathetic.zz
ok.enough of him.
today is again another boring day.but thanks to my gastric it isnt so anymore.ahwell.bad day,with terrible gastric.yesterday night bothered with mr guanbin and mr siyan's operation and injury respectively,i became more and more awake.despite of me not having enough sleep and my stupid gastric,getting me nowhere.so no choice lor.began to sms people,hoping that they will reply me.hmm.i still din get any replies until finally finally fangping smsed me,and invited me to the christmas party.well,in the end i agreed lor.(= hmm.den she say she is tired.so we stopped sms-ing.next,kennygoh say he dota-ing cnt cor me.den lastly,komon called me lor.heng ahh.but 'hao duan duan' de.suddenly say he ***** me.omg.DUNNO la.dun want to think sooooo much le bahh.sobs sobs.gastric still very pain.cry le la.ok lah.nevermind jiayou.!!
GOOD LUCK in everything people.
remember my christmas prezzies. (:

2006-12-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

ELDDS camp.
day 1.
went to school,feeling bored.omg.dunno why but.if its u,carrying ALL the bAggages to school,how WOULD YOU feel?gosh.but niways,in school,we had some OTHER entertainments,other den trainings and trainings and trainings..at night,we had bbq,which is our dinner lor.everyone were so HIGH la.we played freesbee,against MRYEOand BASKETBALL gang.after dinner,we had games.woohoo.its kinda like amazing race.lols.before sleeping,we actually had a good time crying.lols.and the usual night stories.ah well.planned not to sleep that night.but IN the end.EVERYONE slept.wth.except me.!lols.im so ALL alone, outside the staffroom.5.30am, the cleaner came out of the bloody staffroom.wahh.scare the wits out of me.as YOU know,our school is terribly ERHEM.you know.i dun have to spell out.6AM,my yeo PUSHED the door open.i got another scare.zzz.lols.den i went to wake those food I/C's up.and WENT to help them.EVEN THOU im like not the incharge?
day 2.
EVERYONE did our usual trainings.BUT we had some funny ideas up our sleeves.lols.the next day is kailing`s birthday ma.we were planning to give her a surprise cos no1 celebrating with her at home ma.lols.well, at night me,miss tang,gwanyeow went to lot 1 buy CAKE.lols.yayy.(= they were playing captains ball.lols.we sneaked into the cookery room.and put the cake into the kitchen.AT NIGHT,after supper.we bluff kailing say got meeting.well, and here is the surprise.lols.12am meeting,sorta impossible la.lols.we ask her to go to the cookery room.loll.me and stozer busy-ing placing the candles.bla and bla.IN THE END.dun have lighter,no matches.NTH.luckily.thanks to stozer,we got a lighter.(=
day3.
12AM.sent the cake out to kailing.yay.she so happy.lols.den me and her ran to stozer and she gave stozer a HUG.lols.the sec 3`s din sleep.we became guardian angel for the rest of the eldds-ians.(= cause they met some problems lor.thou its eerie and creepy in the night,we stayed up.IN THE END.only i din sleep for the 2 nights lor.haha.OH YA.during midnight,we sneaked into the cookery room and find ALL ingredients for making cookies.weee.lols.gave them for breakfast.lols.well,if we slept,i will NEVER know that cangning actually cant wake up in the morning der.lols.okla.ohya.den in the afternoon,mdm lee came to watch the performance.ALL teachers were actually thinking that our performance is ACTUALLY excellant.whheee.BUT.no1 knows,before that,we actually kena scolding before hand.me and andrey actually ran to lot 1 to buy ice.sob.sob.lols.din get to hear wad gerrard actually scolded them.woah.in the end, actually we ended the WHOLE thing happily.=)

2006-11-28T14:20:00.000+08:00

Liying, when you reveal your true colors in love, you're a Contemporary Partner

Your view of romance is decidedly more updated than most people's traditional perspectives. Above all, you appear to value individuality. As a result, you likely feel that there are as many relationship styles as there are pairings of people, since everyone will bring something new to each coupling. This flair for the new also leads you to have more cosmopolitan tastes than many other people do. Indeed your varied pastimes and interests make you the kind of unique, well-rounded individual that others can admire.

2006-11-28T14:14:00.000+08:00

Liying, you're fit to commit because you know what you want

You don't need us to tell you that you're on the right track. A cool and confident person, you know what you want; now it's just a matter of finding it. Even more important, you know that love is about much more than what kind of clothes they wear or car they drive. And you're ready to make it work.

You've gotten to a place where you are happy with your life, and you're ready to share it with someone special. So whether you've found them or are still looking, know that this time, you'll get what you want.

2006-11-26T01:28:00.000+08:00

just came back form geylang the restaurent there with my godparetns.went to have my dinner.im gonna comment on somethings.

firstly,that is.my SANDYjie actually received unknown gifts and flowers today.woohoo.the thing is,everyone teased her.hahaha.said that its the jap guy send 1.hahahaha.wahahaha.oops.laughing too evil-ly le.i must learn to be kind.hahaha.

2nd thing.DANIEL WU(wu yan zu) IS A HUNK.i wanna tell the whole world that he is a hunk.!woohooo.!!he is so god damn handsome can!i love the way he smiles.watched 2 movies that my godsis has.that he is actually the main lead.in love with miryeam yang(yang qian hua).duh.she is the female lead lah.wah seh.i really love their shows.they showed the professional spirit one should have.woohooo.HE RAWK.oh yea.for those who dont know.he HAS 8packs.woohooo.cool right?omg.i think im in love again.with him.!!!!!

3rd thing.everyone go to my link and click on hannah`s blog.see her entry.she is wearing a gown.and she look damn gorgeous.c`mon.wanna see chiobu quickly go and see.ahahaha.before the post is gone.

all in all.today rawk.especially the movie part.WOAH.
I LOVE DANIEL WU.!!!! AHHHH!!

2006-11-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

now, im at mahh godma der house. will have lots and lots of hotdogs to eat later on. wheee~ hahahax. lalala~ im so happy. =P took cab here. omg. cause me like 17bucks. wad the. lolx. nvm. i WILL enjoy myself here. =P

im sorry boy.i still miss him. loves.

2006-11-20T22:54:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHRIS AND RUIFEN TOO.

I received tons of messages. 12am 51secs. i received yeanjun`s msg. having the thought that she cant celebrate my birthday with me make me sad. i thought this year`s birthday will still be boring. lonely and alone. SOBS. well, the thought of HIM make me cry again. wahhh!!

and TODAY.!
although i went out for just a few hours. i gained ALOT of things.

hahahax. 1st-ly. i went to lot 1 to meet steven JR. before that, i wanted to ask hannah to meet me, with steven. but in the end, she say she still at home. den when i call her at around 12plus, she say she is at home. but wen i call her house, her family members say she is out.! well, after that she tell me some idiots try to call her so she ask her family members to say that she is out. hmm, i accepted the reason lah. but i din know that im actually so dumb. zz. (idiots will only cor ppl`s handphone. if u think that he is an idiot, you wont even give him your house number lah.!). zz. well, i was actually quite sad, cos yeanjun cannot celebrate my birthday with me. well, anything lah. den i went to lot 1. saw dorothy and cheryl and xiangwei. dey told me they saw hannah IN SCHOOL. i was sooo damn the shock can. =X hmm. i dunno wad is gonna happen. wadever lor. dun even wanna think. next was wen i saw hannah outside arcade. den we went in and PLAY. told her about wad dorothy they all say, she said that security guards were fighting? and den mr lau ask her and QR in? huh? i dun even understand. (so u wont too.) =) okok. NEXT. danced para. kena sabotaged 3 times. but 3 times PASSED. =) so never diu lian. lolx. OKOK. den go QR house.

on the way, i smsed tanya, shirlynn,jiawei ask if want go out. well. tanya noes that its my birthday. but SHIRLYNN AND JIAWEI FORGOT.!

when we reach QR house. QR open the door and said HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me. lolx. i noe its lame. but. woo. the 2 words made my day. i went in. and i went to QR mum`s room. saw yeanjun`s bag. and i was shock. den i ask QR. he say is jeremy`s bag. its was funny. jeremy dun have SUCH bags. den i went to the kitchen. saw zixuan and yeanjun. and jeremy making the dry ice. so touched. they sang happy birthday song to me and tears NEARLY rolled down. =X eat cake. play mahjiong. went to LOT 1.

and here comes the 2nd part of MY surprise.

meet tanya at lot 1. den Jiawei and Shirlynn came late. hahaha. BUT. wen they come, they were holding a cake bought from four leaves and a present, which is a neckace from ice lemon tee. they went to buy the present long before i come lot 1. wooo. so touched. after that we went to take neo prints. woo hooo. scroll DOWN.!

happy birthday to ME.

we`re AT sydney. lalala~

pretties.

twisties =)

after that we went to ajisan. and eat. wahahaha. ate the volcano ramen? send me and shirlynn CRYING. LOLLL. after that we went home. i enjoyed myself tremendously.

wen i go home, found 2 parcels. hahaha. thanks brandon and jarrell. LOL. i love ur presents. =Pand den i ate salmon fish. my favourite grilled fish. woohooo. mama cook der. LOL. enjoyed my day.

EVEN. without you. =)

2006-11-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAYYYY. its hannah and qinrong de 1 year anniversaryy.! we went to lot 1 with yeanjun. whee~ den after eating KFC. we went to buy sunflower seeds to remenisce the past. =P lalala~

today BORED/english teacher make us write report. zzz. got cca today. whee.~
haha. dunno wad to do again tml. i miss chalet. =(

2006-11-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

just came back from chalet. woots. (:
This are the happenings. to people from MY blog and HANNAH`s blog. =.=
~~DAY 1~~
i went to mediacorp early early in the morning to go for an interview. people whom i told should know. =p not gonna elaborate too much. haha. den i went to prepare and den meet at kokmeng`s house prepared to go SENTOSA.!! (: prepared every single things. and i was VERY VERY tired. yet i need to act energetic in the cab. and sing along with HANNAH. wAD THE.! hahaha. lolx. den went to sentosa ler. =P after that, we took a LONG way up to costa sands resort. den, hmm. we went to our kampong hut. lolx. den everybody wear our attire to the beach. wheee~ den we think that swimming pool is better. lolx. so we went to the pool. jie wear bra into the pool lah. den i wear jie`s shirt. hannah wore her swimming costume. lolx. den we just dive into the water. den kokmeng de ma came, we started BBQ-ing. at night QR cry. cos we going dragon trail den he dun dare to go. but in the end we din go also lor. cos vdery very late le. and for kokmeng`s safety. cos he can see those things. yep. go back to chalet darren saw a "human" bending down. eeeeek. den its like scare everyone out of OUR wits la. on our way back. jie saw peacock with hair. wad the. den we continue bbq-ing. =P

~~Day 2~~
we wanted to ton. in the end i fell asleep. =x den after that. erm. OH. we scolded brenda. at the lobby there. kahpoh very pissed with her lor. I OSO. KOKMENG LOST THE KEY.!!! he lost the key to our chalet. oh no. we search the WHOLLEEEEE room for the key. IN THE END.!!! ITS IN KOKMENG`s POCKETTTTTT.!!!! den we went to kofu and eat our lunch. den we went to PLAY LUGE AND SKYRIDER.!!!! WHEEEE~ its fun. hahaha. though quite ex. but i dun mind. =P hAHAH. den wen we go back, me, darren, jie went back to cabin to sleep. i was really tired la. thanks to the interview lor. make me wake up soooo early. den its like, everyone went back to swim. haha. after that everyone went on separate ways and go home. me and hannah and qinrong went to buy YEANJUN de present. lolx. THANK us gurl . =)

CHALET IS FUN.
lolx.

2006-11-13T20:57:00.000+08:00

tml going zao an ni hao liaos. den tml going chalet oso. whee~ hahax. haiya. no words can express my feelings now. lolx.!!! lalala~ i go pack my stuffs le.! OHHHH. and read my "script" for tml zao an ni hao. lolx.

2006-11-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

TODAY.
the day of joy.
yet everything turned out to be likewise.
looking forward to everything. well, didn`t thought as much as i will do before. woke up early early in the morning and prepared to leave godma hse. when i went downstairs, chris was there, waiting for me. well, the night before. kenneth, me, and chris went out to have supper at like 10plus 11 pm. den it turned out to be a good night. cause everyone had fun. and today. yes, the beginning part of the day was superb. den it turned out to be like shyt.
everything happened unsmoothly since then. so yalor. even worse things happen during evening time. wellwell, dun wanna mention. today sucks.
i hope i will never go out again. looking forward to chalet this coming tues. and looking forward to the stay at godma hse. can meet everyone.

2006-11-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

IT all started 2 months AGO.
miss tang brought in the brochure with a frog picture.
den the sec 3`s were asked if we want to be part of the story fest lor. den guess whad.! 2 teams were formed and were ready to fight. we wrote our scripts and den sent in our entries. surprisingly, without any experience in script writing, both teams got into the audition. woohoo. (: after hearing the shocking news, we rescheduled all our times so that we can meet up for trainings. after going through the trainings, we went for the audition. woohooo. we made it to the finals. today is the day. haha. we went to school, and studied till 10.40am. sneaked out of class to meet up for 1 last training. despite miss tang telling us to meet her at 10.55 =x however, we put in our BEST effort during the rehearsal beofre the show and the performance itself. our judge, the guy who will be deciding OUR fate, is a guy with complex relations. in the end, we get ourself hyped up. and after getting nervous goosebumps. haha. we did fanastically. not that i want to praise myself, i think the rest of the groups did well too. OH YA. the theme of the night is fairytales. and you know, the princess is pretty. (: ohyes, results. we came in 1st. kranji 2nd team came in 2nd. and woodland ring 3rd. well done guys. im proud of you. especially my group members. i so proud of you guys when i went up to receive the prize with ALL of you accompanying me. thanks. the prizes are, a Canon camera, $300 cash, and a plague. whee. (:
oh yes. and of cos, all this would not have been possible if not for ALL of the "back"stage people helping us. their souls is within us, thus we have keep our energy going. thanks people. thanks miss tang for all the time you have made to come and see the circus in the MTL room. thanks ms fazlin and miss nat. thanks for all the things. thanks miss tang for the borrowing of costumes and heels too (: thanks everyone for coming down today. AND of cos. thanks izzaty. for being our sound girl (: although we have given you such late notice. and thanks for coming down during our rehearsals once in a while to give us advices, despite the guys not knowing how to treat you GOOD. =P jeremykor, thanks ahh. although you are not in the group, cos you got some personal reasons. thanks for the previous rehearsals that you have made effort to come down and watch us and slack together (x. and thanks to everyone who wishes me good luck. (: i did not let you guys down. =P
well, tomorrow im going to godma house to stay. so people, get me on my handphone. wont be home till saturday night 10pm. (: hope it will be fun on saturday. =P
THANKS EVERYONE FOR HELPING. AND WELL DONE GUYS. YOU RAWK. (:
MAMA TANG ESPECIALLY. =P

2006-11-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

woohoo.
hmm.
grats.
tok tml.
=)

2006-11-06T21:56:00.000+08:00

ahhh!! >.<
hmm. all the best to u two. (:
girl, im alright lahh. haiyo.!! I not so lousy in love lahhx. lolx.
hmm. lalala~
i am bored now. lolx. ahhh!!!!
okok. i go liao. hmm. bb

2006-11-05T18:35:00.000+08:00

>today. i stayed home.
i realise that my heart has been betraying me. and im gonna betray my heart now.
i think i do. but. hmm. i dunno. haiya. dunno lah.
yesterday went to play basketball with hannah, kenneth and christopher. and then its so fun lah.! we play basketball dao dunno wad time den we went to play para para. lolx. den mathew came. o.O at quite late that time. yeps. hmm. after that i suddenly turn damn bad mood lah. after sending hannah home, we went to macdonalds the lot 1 der. den we chat for a while. before going home. i took a cab and woot. christopher is so good lah. he open the taxi door for me. hahahaha. so lame. okok. ya. den i went home to call him. den brenda called in. so yalor. den we chat until 1 am. actually planned to continue. however, didnt. lolx. yea.
tomorrow is O levels. wish all those people having O levels this year all the best. jiayou. you guys are the best. =P

2006-11-04T14:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday was so BUSY.!
i went to school early in the morning and lol help do stuffs for the open house which is today lah. den wad happen was at 1pm yesterday, we got cca. and its like. WOAH. cos we have to remember things that we were told a mth ago. hmm. imagine that we got psychic power. Lalala~
lolx. well. hmm. ok ya. then in the evening went to hannah de hse to bathe den off we go to lot 1 to meet mattew and kenneth. so yalor. cos got bbq mar. we had fun although we ate MACS instead of BBQ food. hahaha. ahh well, u guys shld noe wad I mean. those who went. hahaha. okok. den we were teasing brenda. hahaha. den after that daddy came. so yalor. he fetch brenda home den fetch me and hannah home. lolx.
today, oso go to sch veh early. did alot of things. den got open house which start at 10am. ELDDS got workshop lor. actually very not successful der. cos nobody wanna come. den in the end got alot of people came lor. SUDDENLY. and i mean so. lolx. den in the afternoon, i came home. later going back to school dere. but before that im meeting chrisy boy and kenneth and hannah before going to school dere to play basketball. hope i wun see any1 dat i dun wanna want to see. =P ahh well.! today ma and pa and sis-s will not be home. so can go out till quite late lor. which is so damn COOL. =P

2006-11-02T22:54:00.000+08:00

sorry guys.
guys. im sorry. today was quite moody and keep screaming at you all. dui bu qi.
well well, i am quite moody lahh. and i really dunno why am i so moody lorhx. hmm.
hahx. ah well, lalala~
so bored. ok lah.
my template just up. (:
smile smiles. (=
tag k? loves.

2006-10-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

ahhh.!
from like 8pm was doing hannah`s dumb blog.
and daddy. dun be sad ler. ok? smiles. you still have us eh. (:
ah. bore-ED.!! lolx. ok. bye. i go chng template. lolx.

2006-10-29T14:13:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really needa think about it..
sometimes i really needa think about what i am thinking again and again. i wonder in my whole entire life am i really that sway? (i cant think of any better word to say that word out).time and again i was thrown away and crumpled on the floor. sometimes even stepped. why is that so? am i really so detestable that even my own friends will step on me when i am down. or maybe its really part and parcel of life. well, i am beginning to think about all the negative things about me time to time when i sat down silently alone. sighh. especially now, like i have to stay in my secondary school for 1 more year. 1 more miserable year than my friends. maybe as wad daddy says. i have to use a longer route in order to reach to a destination that is the same as others. i never noe, maybe i can top the NA`s.? well well well. i see the way you treat your girlfriend. its so much better then you treat me then. i am not saying that you are bla and bla. well. HAIYA.! i dunno lah. but i really dun wish to go and think SOO much. life is bout turning and falling and standing and bla and bla. zzz. dunno lahx. i dun even wanna go and ~~think so much~~ lor. zzz
later going grandma`s house. well. hope no1 asks about my results. if not i really dunno what or how should i like reply them lah. =( my cousins all going there. hmm. just seriously hope they wouldnt ask anything bout my results. niways.cheers (:

2006-10-28T21:31:00.000+08:00

i feel so bored at home.
my parents went out for at least 2 times today. and me.? stayed home like an idiot.
hmm.
all suddenly quarrelled again. i wonder wad brothers are actually for. hmm.
trusts and loyality. are they all fake?
i wonder. hahh.! just looking forward to tml. hope it will be a better day.

2006-10-27T09:00:00.000+08:00

i dunno wad to write leii.
oh ya. yst i went to tok to mr foo. that makes my life abit loosen. =X
weell weell well. (:
later going swimming with my bunch of cliques.
since they always say i super steady 1. so i go with them lor.. hahax.
but i will be the only ger there. oh well...

2006-10-25T18:37:00.000+08:00

well, its already all finalized.
appealing is impossible liao.
just dont me sad.
its just cause of me lor. i din study real hard enough. or maybe really as wad mr foo told my mama, i xin bu zai yan. and maybe there`s really ALOT of things hidden in my heart. deep down there, yet no1 has found it. me, myself hasnt come to realise too. many many of my hidden problems.
forget and forget and forget.
i think tml i going for counselling bahhx. i think i will need them. mdm jaliah might be nice too. counselling may be one way out. since mr foo also suggested it. and my parents wants me to be free of problems too lor. hahax.. hmm
hannah bu yao ku liao lahhx. i dun wanna leave 3a`o5 too. but i just cant. i will forever remember the moments wen we were together de. i will. but please dun cry le. cos i also will cry 1. =(
haix. im sorry. i know i`ve disappointed many many people le. dui bu qi. O levels i will study hard. not to let u all get disappointed with me ler. next year promoting to express der fellow friends. i will be ur junior next time in poly liaoos. must take care of me wor. i will keep in touch with u guys too. will never forget u all. (:
at least u guys are gonna leave the school earlier den i am. lesser sufferings. haha. jiayou. in ur life. (: i will always be behind u guys. goodlucks.

2006-10-24T12:34:00.000+08:00

October is coming to an endd.
and that means that November is coming real soon.
1 monthh has passedd ~~without~~ me even noticing. well, its not surprising at all. its always like this. November is arriving. and my days in this earth is getting lesser and lesser each day, each very minute.
my mood is dropping. to the very bottom of my feelings. i realised that actually i have been deceiving myself each day and each second that i have spend smiling and laughing. excluding those times when i am facing the camera. though most of the time im also faking my smiles out of my face. no1 will ever wants it to happen though. i know alot of people DO care. sometimes although not everytime.
well, life is forever so. when you have problems, its always hard to find someone you could confide into and it always seemed so tough. maybe not for you. but for me it seemed cruel to let me suffer this way. i have friends and they care. however, its not all that i could confide into. i barely had a trustable person. maybe only like 2? 1 gives unconstructive answers and the other NEVER gives any answer. well, maybe i can just pour my worries onto them and making them worry too. =x
a confidante is hard to find. i even confide one person, and in the end he had to go and drink, in order to be able to sleep well for THAT night, cos i told him about my troubles and problems. and because that i called him to cry and thus he cant sleep well.
no1 wants that to happen. i dun want it to happen to.
sometimes i just cant help it. it just did. like what happen between me and him. struggles and battles, to allow me to be ABLE to forget him like how i did for the past few relationships. well, haix. its tough. 1 month has passed and i just cant forget him. saw their smiles in their friendster account. the album that they had kept for themselves. just hope that they will love themselves more and more each day.
i had no more burdens. i dun wanna have. well. just hope that the new girl will be a better choice for him. and definately. like wad leslie says. it is. definately a better choice. cos i suck? well. thats HIS answer. i dont know.

2006-10-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

BUKIT VIEW TRYBE RUN (:

not literally RUN. but, yea. its a programme. (:
today is actually a secondaryy 1 programme. and its damn cool can. especially my group.
with the few kids : nicholas, jerwin, sithya, ivan, wei guo, rachael, zilah, benjamin, ji eun.
they are my lamps for today`s programme.
i wanted to affirm a few of them for their gracious help and hardwork + effort put in to help me gain "glory". hahahax.
Jerwin: for being the group leader.
Sithya: for gel-ing the group up.
ji eun: nice drawings (:
wei guo: interesting topics brought up.
zilah: babe!!
nicholas: CUTIE PIE (:
ivan: being so attentive.
rachael: helping in ALL ways that you could.
THANKS friendds. haha.
oh ya. and thanks for calling me ~~TEACHER~~. zzz. hahahax.
and the evaluation. alot of you all wrote my name. hahahaha. (: thanks!

ended the programme happilyy..

NEXT.
went to trybe center. and saw the new design OUTSIDE the trybe center. realised that its SOOOO beautiful. ERIC.! good job (:
did my shirts. and i think they look like ____. hahahax. oops shldnt say vulgars ehh.
today PROMOS. i very scared will retain.

OH OH OH OH.!!!
my group GOT IN. WOO HOOO. (:
thats a good news to hear. hmm.
amongst all the badd ones. (:

2006-10-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

today. by right.
i shld be crying my lungs out like fuck-ed liddat.
nevertheless, i already sort of like gave up le.
results. hahh. hmm. think its sort of pathetic. lolx.
well well.
retain der hua. i oso bo bian ahh..

today audition rawk.
it totally rawk like dunno wad. seriously. =)
hmm hmm. ok lahhx. i go ler. bb

2006-10-17T21:57:00.000+08:00

AHHH!!!
i saw SOOO many loving couples >.<
sighh sighh sighh.

you ~~changedd~~ soo much ler. i barely can recognise you ler.
hmm. good luck withh her bahhx.
i dunno wad to say ler.
neither do i wanna care.
All i wanna do is to do properly for thurs skid. hmm.
u and ur ger. good luck bahhx.

2006-10-15T20:33:00.001+08:00

i just realised that there`s quite a number of good buddies ard me. there is. i always thought that i would be like damn bored lah, if im like, hmm. lost in ~~somewhere~~. just had a good afternoon sleep. despite all the ~~extra~~ things still twirrling in my mind. ah well. i went to see doctor just now. hahh. as usual. sick. =x
got serious sickness lahx. cough, fever. sore throat. + gastric pain. hahax. mama went to temple and ask about me. cos im at home lahx. the god say that im naughty. i dun do wad im supposed to. hahas. den say i keep skipping meals. say my gastric not very good. oh ya. and. he say that this yr i will have xue guang zhi zai. something bad that will be related to blood. hmm.. i hope i will be the lucky person and avoid the bad thing lahx. cos too many bad things have happened to me this year round.
well well. alright. as usual. oh ya.!
ANG ZI XUAN happy birthday ((: forever brothers. wahahaha.

2006-10-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

heyys.!!
people having O levels soon.
be it my friends or those passer-bys.
GOOD LUCK.!!
omg i think im crazy. 4 posts in a day.
anyway.
this post is dedicated to christopher chong.

eh uncle.
no faith build it up. (=
jiayou leix.
O level althou its important.
take care of ur health also. and ur brains
dun keep it going too fast
if not you will break down der.
JIAYOU (=
will support you no matter wad. hahaha.
see i so good hor. lalala

2006-10-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

What love is
#1Love is loyal.
#2Love is wanting the best for the other person.
#3Love is compromising and working things out in away that you both can win.
#4Love is finding common ground.
#5Love is trying to come together in a way that makes the world a better place.
#6Love is selfless.
#7Love is caring about the other person’s emotional needs and feelings.

What Lust is
#1~~Lust~~ is self-gratification.
#2~~Lust~~ can be obsessive.
#3~~Lust~~ is usually tied to sexual gratification.
#4~~Lust~~ is selfish.
#5~~Lust~~ doesn’t consider the other persons wants and needs.
#6~~Lust~~ doesn’t care about how the other person’s day went.
#7When someone’s in ~~lust~~ they aren’t interested in meeting family or friends.
#8~~Lust~~ is wanting something to the point that you don’t care who gets hurt.
#9~~Lust~~ manipulates, destroys and controls.
#10~~Lust~~ often involves raging.
#11People who ~~lusts~~ may think they are in love, but the fire burns out quickly when they get the person or thing they lust for.
#12~~Lust~~ doesn’t last, but love can.

2006-10-13T21:34:00.000+08:00

HEY FRIENDS!!
im here to wish ALL my buddies ndd friendds ALL the best in your exams results hurr.
people like yeanjun needs ALOT of encouragements.
everyone please go andd calm her down (=
yeanjun jiayous you can do it derhx.
have faith in yourself.
kempateh.
~~you~~ WE are the best

2006-10-13T21:04:00.000+08:00

today last paper.
end ler. (=
hmm.
tml got thumbs up run.
hope everything will be successful bahx.
kempateh.
and to myself.
jiayou. (=
2 more weeks get results ler.
hope will not.. hmm. >.<
DUNNO LAH.x
maybe
at the other end of singapore.
there`s this couple, sooo loving.
hmm. how i hope. i could be the girl. =((
hmm. think too much ler.
ah lalalalala~

well, seriously.
if you can tell me. tell me dat you can forget bout all our love in 2 days time.
i can tell u straight in your face that i may have wasted my time.
but i hope not.
cause.
i really put my heart into the times i was with you.
i used them wisely.
even the last day.
i knew its impossible for me to get close to you anymore.
i know.
im leaving you all alone.
you have your rights to love, to approach a new life.
im sorry to have obstructed you.
im sorry.

as for you.
Brandon, let me think over it.
im not ready.
im sorry.

2006-10-12T14:26:00.000+08:00

i wanted to forget.!! ahhhhH!! >.<
hmm. i will der.
since you all say i will, i believe i will.
im strong. (=
oh ya. good news to share with all. =P

ELDDS sent 2 teams for this script competition lah. im inside also. lolx.
i dunno bout pearlyn`s group. but my group got in. woohoo.!! *clap clap*
all this efforts mostly have to go to suren eh. he done his part. very well. he did all the script writing of cos with our help. hahaha. who asks our group to be such a united 1. wahahaha. =P
wait for our good news. i believe even if we win OR lose. we will do eldds proud. may god bless us as we help our cca group win the rightful glory and let the other cca groups know our power. woohoo. also we wanna do the last thing we can besides the syf for our cca. and also.!! also.!! most importantly. the greatest present for our 3 greatest teachers. mama tang, ms fazlin and miss natasha. (=

well, as for my problems. i hope no one says about it anymore. hmm. let me forget him in peace. eventually i will. i believe i will. . . and i can do it.
you lehx. treat ur ger well. if leslie chalet u got go and i got go. cya there. well well. love her. treasure her. (=

wish ni men liang ge 1314. chang chang jiu jiu. (=

2006-10-11T21:04:00.000+08:00

hmm.
tryy to forget youu. =((
but. hmm.. hahh.!!

2006-10-10T18:05:00.000+08:00

my greatest fear.
it did happen after all.
your girlfriend hang out at arcade derh wor. so cool.
i last time also liddat derh. but i changedd ler. changed guaii for you. well. since we`re over. i`ve decided to change back to my old ways. this holiday is the best time for me to. kors, time to hang around with u all again. im back to da` group. i know u all will welcome me derhh hor? =)

jason, good luckk with you and your gf. all the best.
wish you and her will be together 1314. jiayous. dun make her sad anymore.

oh ya.! my cousin pregnant liaos. gong xi ni ahh.! although u always kajiao me derh. i wish your baby to be cute cute and beautiful k? (=

today`s paper also killer paper. history and chemistry both so tough. im prepared to fail. destined to fail. hahhx. (=

2006-10-09T20:44:00.000+08:00

ahhh! today maths is a killer paper. eekx >.<>.<
die ler. so difficult. die le die le. woo. at least i sort of complete it lah. but PAPER 2 scuk like shit. i go study history ler. lolx. and chemistry liao. fail ler. (=

2006-10-08T18:39:00.000+08:00

today is my grandmother`s birthday.
we went to novena bahhx and have this buffet at this restaurent. woo. so cool lah the place. o.O
ate a little bit only cos i no mood to eat. ahhhx. roar!! me, kailin, liangping and liangzhou hor, super fun lah. keep disiaoing each other. lolx. so lame. esp that liangping and me. wahhlau. haha. i see him like see jason liddat den i quite happy. niways. hahh. the past. oh ya. den we sat down mar. liangping sat digonally across me. den got a few times, our eyes met. den hor i dunno y. i think theres this virus going on. i started laughing to kailin, den he started luffing to liangzhou. ohhhh wad the heck. hahah. listening to alot of nice songs now. omg. getting emo agn. hmm. think better dun write ler.

2006-10-06T19:50:00.000+08:00

ohh. today got social studies paper horr. hahaha. i forgot sia. i tot todayy is saturday. lolx. ferhhxly. in school, so funnyyy can.!! omfg. SS paper, omfg. hahaha. i neva finish doing. hahaha. as usual lah. =.= but at least i noe how to do SBQ. shld be wun fail bahhx. hahaha. haiyo. ohya. den planned to go swimming in the end mama dun let. wtf. is actually let, after that dun let me go say wad stupid haze wad thing de. =.= den make the couple in our group quarrel, feel so bad. so in the end quarrelled with mum. haha. as usual lahhx, after quarrelling she allowed me to go. LOL. so funny. i packed and dashed to jurong. promised them after exam go swim again. wakakakakas. ((= miss those times and days. wheee~ and now.. im waiting for 12am to strike. =DDD

2006-10-05T20:16:00.000+08:00

another sleepless night. thanks to mr KOMON, accompany me throughout the whole night until ehhx.. 2am bahhx. hahhx. din really sleep after that lahhx. just wanna make myself think that actually im asleep. so those people who messenged me yst night hor. i din reply. sorry. =P haiyaa. bees stings but in the end they die wadd. mr komon, wad are you toking abt. hahas. lalalas~ today`s english paper is KILLER paper.!! omfg. failing. wheee~ retain liao. who wanna pei me. =)) i want xfer school. =( i hate kranji lahh. omg. hais. ok lahhx. boredED. tml social studies paper. siann ahhx. hope wun fail so badly. hahas.

2006-10-04T16:57:00.000+08:00

AHHHH WELL.!! GET OVER ITT!!
thats whadd ALLLLLLL my frens will tell me. hmm. i think carefully ler. =]]
be friends bahhx. thats more practical. anyway it seemed like impossible for the 2 of us to be together once again. so why not. i will let you have you own freedom now. never to pester you ever ever again. doesn`t it sounds great? oh well, i think so. :))
maybe this life isn`t really a pleasant 1. failures and trippings traumatises me. =x i dunno how to spell lahhx. hmm. but. well. XIANG TONG LER!!!
whadd can i do? force him to love me back? NOO WAY. im not such person. =)

2006-10-04T15:48:00.000+08:00

i hope you were`nt telling me that after 1 mth and so, you love someone muchh more than me. i really hope not. for if not, i think i really have to give up. i hope i wont regret making this decision.. haiix.

如果说分手是痛苦的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍

whadd can i do now. >.<

我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼

i dont wish to. but i cant hold you back any longer, i suppose..

想着那一天会有人代替让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
回想那一年你温柔的脸在我忘记之前

i have to force myself to do this. i really cant bear to but i have really no choice. i miss you. you know that too. but i don`t know about you.

心里的眼泪模糊了视线你会看不见

i can`t see my heart, its blurredd. i have been sobbing, bleeding deep in my heart. no1 knows. i always tot no1 cared. at least for now, some kind souls will pity me. will then sometimes ask me bout my whereabouts and etc. ask me bout my feelings. but i don`t care. all i want is you. well, if i couldn`t.. i believe, time could bring me to that stage of life. where then, i`ll have to forget you. not our past. cos` all the beautiful memories is always deeply engraved in my heart.

i love you.

i can`t pretend. i cant act. whadd`s deep in my heart will always be there. don`t wish to think about it. i just want to give myself, and you sometime. maybe. 5mths will be the deadline. i`ll try to forget you, by then. but. it seemedd impossible to. haix

2006-10-03T20:41:00.000+08:00

haiishh. i saw your msn nickk ler. guess i got ur idea ler bahhx. [: good luckk. " ni bu ben, wo cai ben " i shlddnt have fallen so deeply with you. wo cuo ler? >.<
dun wanna think so much. all i need now is time. time will bring everything to an end bahhx. or maybe a beginning.? ahhh well...

didn`t go to school todayy. sick ler. fever + running nose. gastric pain.. ahhhhhhh!!! >.< haiix. ok lahhx. not gonna thinkk so much ler. [:

2006-10-02T15:21:00.000+08:00

listening to this song. again and again. words came flowing into my head. am i thinking alot? i flunged my chinese paper. i think. i never really go and do the paper. yst i slept for 2hours and woke up for more than 10 times. i din really sleep, did i?

i still cant find ways to let you go. i never had a dream come true, till the day that i found you. Even thou that i pretended that i moved on.. you`ll always be my baby.

the whole song literally explained wad is feeling in me. i knew that it was going to happen, but well. i din guessed that it`ll be so soon. i was waiting for a miracle to happen ON me. but apparently, it din`t. i just forced myself to eat down half a bowl of porridge. cos if i didn`t eat i know gastric will come upon me. den alot of things will happen. i didn`t want that to.. i ate in front of the computer, with this song playedd. den i saw ur photo on my handphone, next, tears flow out of my eyes. the food is saltish. i din like that. no appetite to eat. hais. dunno lahhx. i just have to see how i can cope with this and my exams. i dun wish to think so much. but i cant stop thinking.. i don`t wish that i`ll be a burden. leave in your heart. follow your heart. sometimes, you might be right.
good luckk for your 'N' levels. and your future life. maybe.. this will be the last time i say that to you.
i miss you. and i love you.
as for it.
i don`t know about the future. but as for now. i`ll wait.

2006-10-02T15:12:00.000+08:00

Never Had A Dream Come True

Ooooooooo.................
Everybodys got something,they had to leave behind
Only great from yesterday that seems to grow with time.

1 Theres no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
how it could of been or might of been (or might of been)
All this I know but still i cant find ways to let you go.

Chrous: I never had a dream come true,
till the day that i found you,
even though i've pretend that ive moved on.
You'll always be my baby.
I never found the words to say.
Your the 1 i think about each day
and i know no matter where life takes me too apart of me will always be, with you.

Somewhere in my memory, Ive lost the sense of time.
Till my heart will never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind.

REPEAT (1)

Chorus There will always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will,say you will,you know you will Baby!
You'll always be the 1 i know i'll never forget.

REPEAT (1) Chorus

2006-10-01T21:24:00.000+08:00

=.= haix. the end.
well, guessedd.

2006-09-28T19:52:00.000+08:00

oh mann.. today so funny.. saw keefe den hannah scare me i shock dao.. in the end never dare to say hi. =( lolx. ahhhx. hahahahax. ahhhyaaa. dunno lahhx. ^^

2006-09-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

omg. today scuk. out of no reason. THEY came and kajiao me. oh puh-lease. i didn`t even do anything lahh. and now they are blaming me for sth that i never do. wth? haix. i hope nth like last semester will happen again bahhx. ): i really really really sumpah. never say anything out lahhx. i wonder who`s out to make me lorhhx. haisx. okok. nevermindd. im stopping here. =(

2006-09-25T20:54:00.000+08:00

today is a wonderful day. woots.
although it rained like shyt in the morning.
was drenched like dunno wad oso. hahaha. kk. i go play audition. ^^

2006-09-24T15:16:00.000+08:00

did that during physics. so bored. >.<
lolx. the joking thing. hahahax.

hannah drew foo-fy during physics supplementary. LOLX
look at the cute guy. thats FOO-fy.!!!

hannah`s physics notes.! hahahahahahahahahahahx

2006-09-23T22:28:00.000+08:00

i will always drink a cup of ice milo wenever i`m sad. and now. yep. i drank it just now.
for the next 3weeks or perhaps 3 weeks plus, im not gonna see him. haii`s. my mind`s running thru all this funny thinkings. ): i miss him.
i guess the cut on my hand will leave me scar. and the scar is made by you, and it really hurts. just came home from plaza. happy birthday shuling jie. (:

2006-09-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

chinese MSN messenger.. heard before? this is what my class guys inventedd derh new "game" lolx. well, as you all can see. it starts with Zheng Xuan. LOL. ya.!! that cute cute guy from my class. lolx.
he start by asking.. how are u brother YELLOW. a.k.a NG. =.=

well, junjie dun wanna "chat" with zheng xuan ler.. so he left the conversation lorhx. and just then, JENNJENN came in. LOL.!!!

LOLx.!! this is the funniest part.!! =P zheng xuan drew his own "webcam" picture. LOLLLLx.
well, this was "sent" to hannah lee. and its my privellege too, cos she sits besides me in class. and the back of the class is the best and funniest part of the class can.. wahahhaa. all this was done during maths lesson. LOL.

Zheng xuan says hi to JENNJENN and sends a nudge.!!!!
ding dong ding dong.~ xP

LOL.!!! then they started playing the "blocking" game with hannah. hahahaha.

lolx. they began the "undelivered" thingyy. hahas. and they started doing all this to pitiful hannah. LOLx. all the messages below are all the same. LOL. but from different ppl..

like this..

and this..

however, the ending quite funny. Jaliah keep asking us for pad. cos i think either she or fiqah kena. lolx. den zhengxuan tell hannah. and in the end.. he appears offline. LOL.

for everyone`s information. this is wad our class usually do during our lessons. esp those damn bored der. like maths. woots. ^^
and by the way.. the few pages are actually the format for letter writing in chinese. LOLx!!

2006-09-22T18:32:00.000+08:00

look at hannah`s craps.

seriously, i don`t know what she`s writing anywayy.. wad dog pink and cat orange?
o.o

2006-09-20T20:58:00.000+08:00

1 mthh anni todayy.
woots. exams coming worrr. haii. haven really go and prepare..
i think after this coming saturday really going into revision le bahhx. if not i`m gonna stay back le wors. =( jiayou to myself. and everyone having exams. esp. those 'N' level and 'O' level as well as PSLE der wors. jiayou jiayou. bu zhun lou you. hahahas. klahx.. mugging time. (=

2006-09-18T21:21:00.000+08:00

wow. ^^ i finally got 20/25 for my physics can. so happy. so impossible de shi qing will become possible.. woots. im so happy. but. audition patching. cnt play. wthhhh. so angry lah. =( nevermind. i go find nicer skin. ^^.

2006-09-17T19:13:00.000+08:00

o.o just found myself super guai today. went to CWP to studyy. woots. ate another 3 durian puff. wahahahahaha. ok lahhx. i go and play liaos. ^^

2006-09-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

today was out the WHOLEE day. went to dear dear derh house. yepps. oh ya. and remember the present that i bought? at yellow. the couple keychain. eeks so cute. ^^ ya.. i gave him one. cos today we are suppose to like celebrate our anniversary lorhx. hahas. hmm. anniversary on 2oth. den now jiu celebrate ler. =P his mother and ahyi cook curry chicken specially for me. oh ya. and dear asked his mother buy durian puffs for me. woots. ^^ so nice can. after sooooooo long i never eat liaos. =P wheee~ so nice lahhx. really really. hahas. den i spend my time at his house lor. did nth. only com com and com. zzz. quite moddy today. dunno y also. lolx. den i took a cab home. that uncle so kaypo want to noe bout me and dear. den ask me alot of ques. i din ans him thou. i was thinking that he will cor and and that will shut the uncle up. in the end i reach home le oso no cor from him. im so pissed lah. even now im still pissed. zzzzz. i pretend listening to my ipod the whole ride home. im STILL pissed.

2006-09-15T19:22:00.000+08:00

sorry for the long long long no update. hahas.
quite busy with school work and audition lvl-ing.
hahas.
oh ya. let me say sth bout yst ferhhx.
me, hannah and edwin went to macs after school and wanted to buy something there. den suddenly it started raining like shyt. so we decided to study there lorhx. den i saw this very charming guy. woots. hahas. his eyes is so nice can. o.o and me and hannah was so obsessed with him. hahahas. he`s so cute. thats all i can say. cutie pie. hahahas. oh ya. den we wanted to get his number at ferhx. and its so darn obvious that we are looking at him. we shifted place just to see him. hahaha. wth. den he also keep looking at our direction.. soo... hahahaha. okok. den in the end we never get his number. so sad can... =( hahahas. nvm. im not as disappointed as hannah. but im as crazy as her. woots. ^^
and today. so funny and LOL. i was appointed the Assist.SM of SYF. i just wanna go there and see the stage. o.o and im under Gwan yEow. wth? thats so lame. and comical. o.o how the hell and why the hell im under him. anyways i have more experience. 3 years of experience as SM. wad the more i want? hahas.

2006-09-10T17:12:00.000+08:00

why am i doing this hur.
now so sian. zzz.
hais. tml is the beginning of a new term, which means a new year is gonna start, very very soon. which means o level is gonna come real fast. and that also means that i`ll have lesser time for you my dear. =( sorry wors. went to east coast today for a very stupid thing. den me and hannah took our time to walk ALLLLL the way to macdonalds to find our dearest eunice. and hor. zzz. she is not at the counter.!!!! omg. lolx. den we went back to the pick up point and hmm, waited for the damn bus which make us wait for half an hour. oh ya.! before i forget. thanks darlingg (: for waking me up this morning. ^^ okok, den we get up the bus and made ur way to lot 1 on the bus. was about to fall asleep. =x but i can`t. cause im sitting outside. zzz.if only he was there.. all would change. hahaha. woops. =x den next was me and hannah walking in lot 1 lorhx. den went to a few shops. in the end, stayed at yellow and i bought some earrings along with SOMETHING. i just cant say wads that. its a secret. lolx. oh ya. den went to more than words and bought a hellll lot of things lahx.! all `monokuro boo` der things. if u dunno wad is `monokuro boo`, it is actually 2 pigs. 1 black and 1 white. quite famous now. hahahas. okok, next we went home cos hannah going her grandmother house lorhhx. hmm. den this is how i slack until now. =x zzz haven touch any homework yet. only done f&n. dun plan to do. since mr cheng will give chance de. right. cya round (:

2006-09-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

today, overall is quite a good dayy bahx. =x
hmm. eldds quite fun also. and that shuhua, although i dun like her, wen we come to the critics corner, c`mon, im not trying to show that i hate her. NO!! i didnt! i SWEAR!! but i really dun like her lahhx. o.o say quite alot of points about her lahhx, all bad points. hahas. omg, i realise that our instructor, and his pretty wife actually smokes. omg. so not like it lorhx. haiz. time flies. now is already at night. lolx. after a long hectic day in school. i went home. and started scolding my sister. wth? PSLE is just like 25days down the road, and she is still slacking? o.o haiyoos. only study science. she want to learn frm me mehx? 4 days before PSLE den start studying. 1 day study only one subject. can go and die ler. although my results not bad lahx. =x
i always wonder, and hated you alot wen you started saying about results. keep saying that you are from technical, so wads with it? did i actually care? i didnt kay? didd i really go prounoucing to the whole world saying that you`re with techinal, and im from express and bla and bla. DID I?! i din k. am i really ashame to tell people that u`re from technical and etc? i am NOT. i really dun wish to quarrel with you can.? i dun like you to degrade yourself. we`re all humans. the only difference is that you`re a guy and im a girl. THATS ALL. technical so whadd?! you can go to polytechic still after ur ITE wad?! zzz
no matter wad. in my heart. you are just you. it will never change. it wont. i cry its not cause you make me cry or wadsoever. i just dun like it wen you degrade urself. i dun look down on you. i have frens frm ur stream too. please. please. dun look down on urself.. you still have me. =(
wo ai ni.

2006-09-07T20:52:00.000+08:00

went out againn. nice movie watchedd. The Host is nice, horror and touching. highly reccomended.
wen we leave Plaza singapura, and i knew that you will be sending me home, the thought of it brings me unwanted joy and happiness. however, wen you guys started mentioning bout eunice and etc, my heart sank. it did. my heart hurts - plenty. well, nevermind bout it. i threw tantrums. and you swallowed everything again. haiishx. thanks. in the MRT, i really feel like asking you to go home. but, i cant say anything out. i just cant. =( quite low mood, after you say bout eunice lorhx. zzz. i feel so happy, wen the mrt kena delay. at least can see you for awhile more. just awhile more will do. wen you left. your back face me, my heart broke into million pieces. wanted to cry, but i cant. i dun want you to leave me. for that minute. on my way home, i dun wanna you to call me but, i dun want to disappoint you, so i din say anything. i dun want u to hear my voice. nvm. zz
okok, im leaving this blog. for good. changing to another url. relinkks me. (:

2006-09-03T10:25:00.000+08:00

yesterdayy was fun.!! ^^
met up with bi ang mo kio. den go his house. wheee~ after that we met up with leslie ong, plan to bring him to go and cut hair one, but the major problem is that he has no moneyyy. so in the end, he tot that 12 dollar isnt enough lorx. but the hair cut is actually $12, which means he will have no more money to go out lorhhx. but after that his father gave him $25 dollars lahx, which was a blessing for him, cos he has practically no more money left lorhhx. hmm. den the next thing that happens was we bring him to the salon. hahahahas. omg, we were so damn fcuking shock in seeing les de reaction to the hairdresser. wth. hahahas. he closed his eyes sooooo tightly. lolx. machiam afraid to see the aftermath of his hair. hahahas. den me and bi keep laughing can. bi got me 1 'yaoyao' hahas. whee. so happy nahhx. i like, cos its white in colour. hahahas. kk. next we went to leslie de house lorhhx. hahas. leslie de house very nice. very wide liddat. hahas. den his studyroom got 2 coms. me and bi each use one. hahahs. diao can. o.o hahahahas. den we play kongkong at his house lor. cos actually is pei him go his house change and take money lah. den okok, enough of all craps. we went to tampines after booking the ticket for "monster house". nice show. thrilling. hahas. go and watch.!! o.o very funny, den the cartoonist draw them until so funny. hahahahas. kkk. im lame. =.= den after movie. eunice and chris came to find us at tampines mall, cos they at plaza sing together marhhx. so they came and find us lor. hmm, so lame can. zzz. quite funny lahhx, i crap alot alot alot. hahas. den in the end i din go home, went to ganma house and stay overnight cos if i go home quite late ler. so bi came also lor. hahas. he came with me and stay here. the night was funny. hahahs. we did alot of stuffs lahx. den yst night i call terry korkor, which was so not planned. hmm. den ganjiejies keep asking me ques bout bi and me. o.o so diaoos can. den i slept at bout 6.30am, lolx. heard bi snoreee. ahahahas. omg. lolx! bi just went home and just reached home, cos i send him to mrt den i very bu gan yuan. cos very far. o.o hahahas. kkk, i shall stop here. love you bibi ^^

2006-09-01T09:38:00.000+08:00

today was bored and bored and bored. that bore-D me to death. X((
im awaiting for tml to come. ^^

lovess you. =))

2006-08-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

alot alot of things happen.
i dunno why, wonder why.
yesterday,
so fun. but hur. alot of things happen can?
o.o
at ferhhx. everything is so smooth de.
plan to meet at angmokio. but the night before the meeting, ben called chris to come. i was like diao can. o.o at ferhhx quite unreluctant, but in the end i gave in. cos ben was there. and so, hmm. give him face lor. den the next day we went out. and its dear de birthday. so we went out lor. and hmm, so funny can. but ben abit. hmm. quiet. and leslie look so not like himself in real life compared to him in photo. and MAPLE. zzz. and my dear lei. cute cute de. lolx. =x waited for them at ang mo kio MRT station for damn 20mins. thanks to that stupid leslie, sleep until so damn late and when he wake up, the ferhx thing he did was to on the com and play. zzz. make me wait for them for so long nahhx. >.< hen boredd de uu noe. zzz. den we went to east coast to meet eunice jie. cos she working mar. then that time was like 3 plus liao can. on the way to east coast, leslie kept turning behind to check on me and jason. wth. spoiling and intruding to our private time. den we want to do things oso cnt do. zzz. then next bus stop came a man and a lady, sat behind us. and ive got nth more to say. o.o a peck meant alot. hahas. =x okok, met eunice liao den we went to town. on the way to town, ben cried. i wonder why, until at night, ben smsed me and told me. its cause i neglected him. that small boy. young and innocent. i didnt neglect him. just that he was listening to his MP3 and im down there toking to jason and les, when we call his name need to cor like 5 -6 times den he will reply. how am i to talk to him?!! ben ben, forgive me. hmm. den, we go walk walk took alot of neoprints. so fun. den go heerens, tricked dear, and me and eunice went to 77th street and bought him a necklance. hope he likes it. we held hands. and his hands were warm, nice and he`s sweet. lolx. woops. =/ den hur, i walk walk with him. den dear send me home. lolx. he pei me until my house there. then i pei him go and take taxi. on the bus.. i wonder what happen. hahass. we keep looking at each other. hahahas. okok. shhhh. ltr he ahhbishh me. O.o

now, leslie and eunice. what happen. zzz.
so many faults. moon lor.! o.o zzz. dot. dou shi ta de cuo. wei shen me yao zhe yang nehhx. hmm. eunice and leslie hor. pathetic. zzz. leslie is still pinning hope on that eunice will accept him. o.0 wth can. zzzz. haiya. i also dunno what is gonna happen next. o.o moon, its time to change your attitude, it sucks pretty. o.o

ok lahhx. im stressed. but dear ask me not to be. o.o so i just, hmm. try to relaxx lor. dear. dun stress over me. wo ai ni. ^^

2006-08-25T18:05:00.000+08:00

and ben didi.
your promisedd post.
didi. happy belatedd birthday.!
(cos this was supposed to be written on 23/o8)
didi ahhx.
i got alot of things to say about you wor.
see carefully.!! ^^

didi, thanks tons. thanks a dozen.
thanks so much for being by me when i need you so badly. thanks for loving me more den anyone else in this world. thanks for consoling me when im sad. thanks for sharing my joy with me when im happy. thanks for every every everything you have shared with me and given me. and thanks for giving me such a wonderful boyfriend. (:
now, i wanna thank god. you as my didi brings me joy, laughter and smiles. you brought me tears and sounds of cries. you brought me agony and anger. and most importantly, i wanna thank him for giving me you.
didi, jiejie ai ni.
and once again.
happy birthday. (:
andd i will always be here when you need me. i will be here. ((=

2006-08-25T17:48:00.000+08:00

time is precious. treasure it.
im not gonna dwell my time,
having to think over you.
having to forgive u and accept you totally once again.
that day, my mind is set.
not to go with him. but to leave you.
but now ive forgiven you.
ive made up my mind to forget, and forgive you.
leading a new life.
better then before.
thanks for all the love you`ve given me in the past.
sincerely. thanks

2006-08-22T21:58:00.000+08:00

hai. life is just so.
i really hate. hate hate and hate life.
y must i meet the few of you?
why?
if so nth will happen ler..
why? why? why?
hais. ive no mood.
blog tml.

dear. woaini

2006-08-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

finally, i ended the torture.
and began to face reality.
a new beginning since yesterdayy.
well,
supposingly shldd be long long tym ago.
im too stupidd lerhx nahhx.
hais~
but noww.
i realise that there are still alot of people who cares for me. ^^
especially him and him and him and her.
woots
wanna know who?
ben didi, leslie ong, eunice ndd my special jason ^^
i dunno whyy lah.
woops.
long long storyy nahhx. x)
love ya.

2006-08-19T15:36:00.000+08:00

andd today`s post.
i dont know how much i meant
well maybe not a single cent.
love isnt just a 4 letter word.
its alot alot more than that.
loving is not about 1 person.
its bout both.
if one is trying hard to salvage the relationship
and the other is not doing anything.
i dont know what is gonna happen.
well, so far i can take it
but,
i dont know.
how long more can i hang on.
i really dont know.

2006-08-19T14:41:00.000+08:00

wah.. yesterday is a terrible day lahs. omg
firstly, cherie money gone 2 days ago. $50.oo alot of money leii. that person who steal her money is so inhuman lahx. omg. den yst morning we decided to place a bait in the class lor. the same place lahx. hahas. den hor we place the thing there in the morning den we see who taking lor. den we can catch the guy red handed. lolx in the end lei. they sort of found the person but we dunno who lor. cos in the end i found the purse missing, den after bagcheck hannah found the purse behind the shelf lah. =.= i wonder who is the evil person. o.0
den after school got cca, suren fren go buy soccer ball for him lor, we tagged along. since its a new ball, of cos we go and try lah. after cca, we were 'cherographing' steps of a dance lah. miss ng saw lor. i swear. miss ng walked pass and we greeted her. den we played the soccer ball for less den 3 mins liddat, wtf cos this fucking teacher walked pass and chided us. somemore ask us to report to mr siah on monday for playing soccer under void deck. when we just like started playing and the stains on the wall dun belong to us lah.!! wtf. that action teacher sucks lor. i make sure he tio sack. zzz

2006-08-17T19:29:00.000+08:00

today`s eng is like so fun.!
we playedd a game bout the bachelor thingy..
ZHENG XUAN!! our untimate guy.
wheeee~
ohman oh man im crazyy. hahas
PDP was fun.
real fun.
had plenty of jokes in class. LOL

oh well.
everything is so fine,
until yuri comes to the bsb court in the afternoon.
make everyone de mood bad.
idiot guy.
hate u yuri.
tml u die. xP

2006-08-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

oh man.
today is so freaking terrible.!
f&n..
goner.
history test..
goner.
geography test..
goner.
maple..
goner.
zzz. so evil lah they all.
esp the bloody leslie ong.
tok nonsence.
as i have promised : leslie ong i hate you.!!!!

2006-08-14T20:02:00.000+08:00

ah zzz.
today only 5 msgs from u.
nbm lorhx.
u busy marh. ^^
hais.
today school so farni..
thou quite boring..
only like street dance part.
hahas. so cute larhhs.
okok. i go liaoos. miss ya darling~
tanya all the best in obs.~ aini. ^^

2006-08-13T02:13:00.000+08:00

yoyo bloggyy.!
im soo sooo sooo happy.
lalaas~
just finish toking to him..
lolx. and eunice lahhx.
and now, im so overjoyed and high.!!
^^
lalalas~~
thanks wor. for calling me and occupying my wholeeee night. ^^
thanks wor. zhende..
hehees.
klahhx. my final words are meant to be kept as secrets.
dear,thanks for all those.you`ve brightened up my boring and lonely night.whee~ zhen de zhen de ai ni worrs. hehes. ^^ k lahhx. wo ai ni. =x

2006-08-12T20:53:00.000+08:00

limeng, why must go england. =.= btw. bon voyage.
had a great time with u guys today..
really
u guys ae sooo fun. ^^
miss pri school days,
miss u all, miss everyone.. lalalas~
sianns.
on the phone now.
so no mood to type too much. hais.
miss the chance to go watch fireworks again.. =(
lolx.
nbm.. next year still got chance.. ^^

2006-08-12T01:30:00.000+08:00

woots. a call.
im overjoyed.!!
at least it proves that my instincts aint accurate AT all.
lalalas~

toben: didi, dun cryy ler. guys cnt cry de wor. jiejie ai ni ^^

hmm. thanks wor.
for at least at least,
occupy my for the final part of the day.
thanks.~ mwarks (:

2006-08-11T20:42:00.000+08:00

hais >.<
again and again and again.
i really hate it.
im tired.
im sick.
i really dun want to bear all this anymore.
3days
i really cnt take it.
hais.
breaking down.
wth.
i really really wanna go and die lahs.
but i really... zzz
nbm

2006-08-09T20:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE~~
lolx. this is like soooo cool lahhx. >.<
todayy went out with a bunch of besties.
lolx.
kenny, jeremy, qinrong and hannah.
den came eunice. woots (:
so funnn.!
actually chris can come de.. but we intend not to cor him. cos we scared scared. =X
hahax
well.
okok. den jeremy says he love the country.
so he rusheddddd home straight after shopping. LOL
den the whole thing ends at like, 8.30pm?
gosh. and we came back so early.
actually can go esplanade see fireworks de.!! >.<
haiiiiis..
okok. now im home.
the 2 pigs not home yet.
lolx. nvm. i will wait for them. and we will start our daily conference. (:
love you lots dear

2006-08-08T20:26:00.000+08:00

=(
haiis
actually today quite fun derhx.
we spend like 5hrs playing basketball.
wth right?
2VS2, 3VS4, games. and etc.
hais. but hor. so damn pathetic.
wen i came home no reply frm all those who msg-ed me.
haiiyoooyoooo.
hais.
my mood now drop dao the very very bottom lerhx. hais.
better dun say le. ltr worse. =X

2006-08-05T13:08:00.000+08:00

lalalalalas~~
hai.
dunno what happen.
for the past few days my mum has been picking fights with me. zzz
haiiiii.
nbm that 1 nevermind de lahx.
zzz

but hor.
i realise that my mind hasnt really get over the fact.
lol. ok well, its been like.
i also dunno. lolx.
thanks for teaching me what is the taste and feeling of missing someone.
hais.
come to think of it. i havent really miss someone so much. lolx. =X

2006-08-03T00:08:00.000+08:00

ohman. i feel so lost without you. why will i feel so? why? i just couldnt figure out. the feeling of lost and misery is so terrible. can u turn around and walk towards me, like you will used to do in the past and slow walk back till i could see you. you are gone. forever gone. loving you is never easy, forgetting you too. well well. i guess this all fate. i miss you. i seriously do. but what can i do. what can i say? nth. all i could do was to follow your steps. wherever you go. and i`ll try my best to know ur whereabouts. i miss you so much. yet, i hated you. for the one step, that sunk me so deeply into the sand, and drowning me into the sea with the pouncing of waves, trying their best to get me down into the water, never alive again. i believe, im dead, im numb. im not me anymore.

lolx. today de eng lesson did alot of stupid things while we expected the china principal of the 54middle school of china to come our class for observation. mr cheng, can tell that he is disappointed lahx. but he did not show out. lolx (: another good thing, we need not act in front of the teachers and principals marh. we are just like that.
slacked at home the whole day den go tuition. sianasions. sick and yet im still here blogging. ah well. check out our EL blog. the links are at my exits. check it out. (:

2006-07-30T13:58:00.000+08:00

ahh. this few days have been quite busy ehx. thus, i hadnt any time to update. but well. its time now. have some time before i go off to write my script.
hey man. let me start from scratch.! =.=
wednesday> someone cried so damn bitterly in school as if its nobody`s business. that guy also. so damn irresponsible. doesnt even have any sense of shame in him. he`s like not handsome at all lah. she can find better guys de lors. zzz. and u? say wanna try out if HER. zzz wth lahx. ehh. i feel like killing you lor. stop hurting her or else..
thursday> i think i went home straight bahhx.
friday> had quite a nice day i suppose. eldds is so much fun. ^^ i used to not like it in the past lah. so now im trying to make up and try to be very involve in any performance. woots. oh ya. no instructors came this day. so its like diaoox. so bored. but we did alot of admin stuffs. ermx. for example the video award things and so on. the sec 3 are doing on the "kiss the frog" thing and its a story skid. so we decided to think and conclude on the theme, joy of life. not gonna type anything here in case. so yep.
saturday> i did alot of lame things this very day. and i dunno wad i did. oh gosh. oh i suppose i spend my whole day playing maple while thinking of the script to the joy of life. hahax. ok thats like lame.
today, sunday> early in the morning wake up, quarrels filled the air. my sister, mother and father lor. =.= zzz wake me up. and its like 8.45AM only lahx. dot. den i did nth, hahax. watch tv play maple awhile den eat lunch. nth i can do also marhhx. so yalor. hope today i can lvl up to lvl 50 bahhx. if not tml lorx. hahax. so long. (:

2006-07-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

today. from the 1st period all the way to recess. she has been crying lors. and alll i could do was to console her. wad can i do? haiix. that guy. so damn bastardd. whr got like that treat girl de. so not man. zzz. i really feel for her lahhx. but she keep saying we sympathise her. wth? haiix. we dun pity u girl, we understand. not fully but parts. some of us went thru the same thing too. cheer up. get on with life.
hmm. i really miss him lahhx. but wad can i do lorh? its like, a girl whom he loves and a girl whom he likes. oh wtf. haiix. but.. in my way of thinking, i treat this as a test lahhx.
life is like a test. you fail or pass. fail, try harder and improve in the next test. u pass.. good for you. well. i think that every1 has their tests. its just wen is it happening..
miss you dude. i really do.

2006-07-25T11:40:00.000+08:00

sometimes her appearance really make me feel very threathen. and i cant seem to make myself believe that ;; yes you are still there. there for me whenever i need you. oh man, sound so emo. but niways. life still has tuh go on. life may seems to be just a 4 letter word. but to me its a big word. real big word. cant think of anything i could do to make u just turn ur head over once more and say yes yes, i love you. its kinda tough, i know. that`s why ive not been bothering into ur stuffs. i dun wanna mess up ur life. sometimes, seeing you happy is a joy for me too. i really hope that one day i could still call you up like what we used to do. getting through those tough times and laughing over funny matters, crying as if a wolf has eaten you up and pouring out all my secrets as if its no body`s business.
very strong motivation indeed. you are. whenever your rank goes up in maple, i`ll feel so damn happy and that wenever u say. "hey, ying. quickly level up lah." that matters so much and i will try my very best to chiong. hahax. that sounds funny but well, that the fact. missing the days that we were trying so very hard to not let him and her know bout us. but, hahax.the day had gone soo far away. 2 weeks since then. i cant forget. sometimes i really wonder. why would you say such words over a night. and blame myself for wad ever u are feeling and doing. hmm. why is that so? is it cause i hate u so much until i couldnt help it when i couldnt scold u. nope. but if u think so, i dun have anything to say either.
family warmth? mine have none. oh please. i was just doing my proj really done you know. and my dumb sister went to off the switch. and she says, " haha was kidding with u" wtf. i was really pissed. why whould a REAL sister do suchthings to you. i just cant figure that out. my mum, scolding me non stop and my dad too. even if im not in the wrong. in the past, you would tell me, dun worry. you still have me. hai. what a family i have.
to conclude. my life really sucks plenty. l-i-f-e a 4 letter word? i sees it as LIFE. a BIG word. =( and it suckss. so much. where are you? i really wanna noe. i miss u so. love you. but, haiix.

2006-07-25T11:18:00.000+08:00

i did not go to school todayy.
therefore,
seems so boredd.
HAII
but no choice!
have to finish up coursework. BOBIAN LAH.
thanks to o levels .=.=
hai
make me suffer.
today hell gates open.
and it will last for 2 mths.
zzz
according to my mum.
its their "new year"
right.
so this 2 mths.
no bad words out frm my mouth.
i hopee.
siann.
i dun dare go out at night liao lah.
ltr taxi driver become ghost. =.=
i scaredd.
hahax.
kk. go do f&N liaox..
mwarkkx.~!

[ sometimes ive been asking myself. do i still love you that much as i just know you. sometimes, somethings in life make us feel likewise. i was damn happy when i receive yr sms lah. but well. fate is making fun of me. hahax. nevermindd. girls normally is faithful. lolx. but im not trying to be gender bias. zhen de zhen de. wo ai ni. xD ]

2006-07-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

wah today suck like crazyyyyy.
zzzzzz
i dunno wad to say also.
just hate today so pretty much =.=

2006-07-23T15:43:00.000+08:00

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"
" And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love
But it came too soonAnd there was me and you
And then we got real blueStay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fairAnd this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We rememberAll the times weHad together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back nowWill our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:

We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
[Repeat 1 (3x)] "

teckwhyeprimaryschool ;; 6a`2oo3 i miss you guys. so much.
remember this song?
our grad. night song.
i really miss you guys.
haiis.
everyone isnt like the past now.
all our thinkings are in the past.
i really really hope that 1 day we could get together again.
and for those that im really in contact with.
hope this contact never breaks away.
i really really miss you guys.
very very much.
haiix.

2006-07-23T13:26:00.000+08:00

wahseh.
today is so boredd.
there`s like practically NOTHING i could do
except for the dumb F&N thing.
what the..
kena scoldedd by miss chua.
hais. cos i told her i cant finish lor.
nbm.
eek.
kailin went to watch pirate of carribean. (spelt like that?)
i cnt watch. ahhh. =(

moodd swingg. =/
"i lay my love on you...
its all i wanna do.. "
hais westlife this song always make me feel sad derhh.
omgg.
avoiding isnt the thing u noe..
so please and please.
avoid me no more..
haiix.
i miss you

2006-07-22T18:07:00.000+08:00

today.
went to thumbsup at jurongville sec
hahas. the section isnt that bad lah.
but thanks to yesterday de CFN,
i was so damn beat. =.=
then we went to jurong point and have our lunch there.
hmm,
the day is quite cool lahx.
tml is weiqiang korkor de bdae.
happy birthday korkor.!!!

2006-07-22T18:03:00.000+08:00

woots.
CFN night is so cool.
hahax.
hmm.
after so long de hardworkk.
finally got some rewards back bah.
yep yep.
whees. 3A won the street dance competition. (2nd place)
junjie the guitarist (2nd place)
many people were wearing funny funny clothes.
and well, the best i`ve saw is 3E`s lorh.
haha. people will say, its like DUH.
cos their clothes are the most special 1..
and the WHOLE parade square had`nt any similar ones.
mr heng is like so damn rich to give them money to rent lah.!
got toy soilder, red indian etc etc.
soooo cool.!!
hmm. saw alot of grown up ;; passed out seniors.
so great. (:
overall. mr foo is sooo damn handsome yst lah. haha
and everything is soooo freakin` great,

2006-07-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

lolx.
this post, or rather, this entry is just for my benben didi (:
woots. didi ahhx.
thanks wor.
xiexie ni hui wei wo gan dao nan guo he shang xin.
hahax. know that i may be quitting maple.
he is like the 1st guy who tell me that he will cry lah.
and ask me not to go on anymore.
zhen de lahx.
didi. you`re a treasure. ((x
woots. thanks for viewing my blog also nahhx.
hehex.
so glad to have you as a didi.
and must thank yr korkor also,
for being sooo kaypoh and add me into guild lorhx.
thats y i can know you mahh.!!
hahax.
yayy. saturday coming liaos wor.
can finally see u all online till quite late lerhhx.
hehex.
ok lahh. didi.
jiejie AINI. ((:

" xiexie ni yi shi dou pei zai wo de shen bian. (:
wo shang xin de shi hou, ye xiexie ni wei wo liu lei.."

benben didi.
thanks wor.
luurbbe you.!
mwarrkx.!

2006-07-20T20:52:00.000+08:00

teehees. among all lessons i love PDP the most.
debate debate and DEBATE.!!
whees. didnt really voice out alot of things lah
but i told jaliah almost all my views and she represented me.
hahax. hmm.
i haven do any homework yet.
so can`t do anything now lorhx.
need go and do F&N den do geog.
if not tml cfm tio ms zarina humtum de.
oh ya.
strt dance girls.
you guys rawk totally (:
hope tomorrow CFN you guys will be the ultimate champions.
wheees. 3A rawkkx (:

stress has covered my sadness and sorrows.
the rain has washed away my tears.
there i am
standing right in front of you.
looking still fresh and relax.
trying my very best to stay cool
not to make a fool out of myself.
yea man.
go on liying.
i believe my soul and my spirit could take it.
" ai yi ge ren, xin li yong you ta, na jiu hen zu gou le."

2006-07-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

woots.
today is crapp.
hahax. (:
this day`s nice but too busy.. hmm.

ai ni ge ren,
ping bu shi hen nan.
wang yi ge ren,
ping bu shi hen rong yi.
dan shi,
bu guan zhen yang,
wo dou hui hen xiao sa de zou xia qu. (:

wo men hai shi peng you. yong yuan dou shi. (:

2006-07-18T18:00:00.000+08:00

i sort of understand what u mean
by the notice you`ve written.
hmm.
if thats the case,
most likely i will respect ur decision bah
well,
i dunno what shld i do also
to make u turn back
hahas.
it seems like
there`s no route back le.
how i really hope
its not wad i really think
i love you
and still it will be bahh.
well
now u are sick.
get well soon
and drink lotsa water.
how i wish sooo much to say agn
i love and miss you.

2006-07-17T19:13:00.000+08:00

get well soon. =(
haiix. sorry.
shldnt have tok to u on the phone last night.
dui bu qi.

wo ai ni.